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Crisis of Faith and Sketch Trades

Tue Feb 17, 2009, 8:52 AM
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: Clocks by Coldplay
  • Reading: The Fires of Vesuvius by Mary Beard
  • Watching: PBS, as always
  • Eating: Tacos
  • Drinking: Diet drinks without evil aspartame. Sadsad
I am at a very low point in regards to my art right now.

I look at the folks around me, good friends, acquaintences, hell, even my coworker, and I see art that just flows. Jeans look like jeans when they draw them. Character interaction. New things tried and old things improved upon.

I'm not moving forward. I'm moving backward. More and more lately, I've found myself relying on photo poses. Clothing doesn't look real when I draw it, really, it's forced.

"Draw more" people say. "Take life drawing classes."

Well. I'm trying with the first, and I can't with the latter, considering my schedule, and perhaps fear, as well.

I just want to hide what I do, and yet, at the same time, I want to learn. I need to learn.

I can't do it on my own anymore. It's just not getting me anywhere.

In other news, I got bitten in the face by a rat last week, a stray, long-haired, stinky billy goat showed up on my front porch at eight in the morning, and I have a new hat.

Also, I want to do some sketch trades, guys.

TRADE WITH ME.

the end.

me.

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:iconwoodwose:
Arist's block is crippling and demoralising. Any particular sketChy-goodneSs you'd like?

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" Witches are abroad.
Well, not actually abroad. They don't like the food and you can't trust the water and the shamans always hog the deckchairs. "

~ Sir Terry Pratchett, 'Wyrd Sisters'
:iconexileddelusion:
Awww...! :hug: I know how you feel.. I've honestly been feeling that way a lot off and on. I really wish I could figure out which way to step to break that barrier, and really get "better" in great bounds, y'know? It can be so annoying to really feel like you're going absolutely nowhere >_<

And I'd love to sketch trade with you! I think I need to take a break from my commissions for a bit, since I'm getting so horribly burned out, and doing some sketches or shorter pieces would really help me keep working but at a less stressful pace. Phew~
:iconfontenar:
I can't recall if I've talked to you for awhile, but I've been watching you and enjoying your art, and I know exactly how you feel. Part of it might be a block; the rest, growing pains...I wish I could offer better advice but all I've found thus far is to keep slogging through it. Perhaps work on a specific thing you'd like to prefer, or perhaps simply doodle when, say, listening to people talk, or watching TV - something that will distract part of your attention to keep you from second-guessing yourself constantly while drawing. That one's pretty weird, I guess, but it's worked for me in the past, both the first few times when it just sort of happened, and lately when I've attempted to do it on purpose.

As for sketch trades, I'm definitely up for it. Any particular concepts/poses/characters/etc you're wanting to work on?

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Behold the definition of cruel irony: the words "lisp," "dyslexic," and "hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia," and the name "attention deficit hyperactivity disorder."
:iconpurplerebecca:
Aw, chicka! *hugs*
I understand the feeling.

Referencing poses off photographs is totally okay. Finding real jeans to draw from, getting your friends to hold still for a bit ("Put your hand like that. No, like that!") so you can get a pose right is totally good and necessary when it is necessary.

But I understand hating having to rely on that--when it's in your head and it just won't come out right. :(
It's a relax and work through it kind of thing.

And find the ref you need until you don't need. :) I need it all the time. I'm constantly getting people to pose for me. XD

I would totally art trade with you, but I don't have time right now. ;_;

I hope your face heals and that there was no rabies involved. o.o

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"I'm half-sick of shadows," she said.
:iconnibblekat:
You have no idea how much it means to hear that YOU of all people get refs. Seriously, that makes the knot in my tummy loosen a teeny bit. Your bodies are wonderful when you draw them, as are your clothing..s. Clothings. CLOTHES. Har.

And I understand if you're busy! Hee. Maybe we could at one point do sketch bust trades, or something.

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Against one perfect moment, the centuries beat in vain. -- Terry Pratchett
:iconnibblekat:
GAH! You? Noooo, see, I can't see you feeling that way. I mean, your stuff kicks great big patootie.

I think part of my wanting to do trades is to avoid the fact that I can't draw my own characters. THEY WON'T COME OUT.

...want to do a my-character-meets-your-character trade?

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Against one perfect moment, the centuries beat in vain. -- Terry Pratchett
:iconnibblekat:
You know I loves myself some Vox Angelus stuff. You got any ideas for the return?

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Against one perfect moment, the centuries beat in vain. -- Terry Pratchett
:iconnibblekat:
You shot me some notes not too long ago. :)
And the doing something else while doing art is a good suggestion... which I already do. I always have. I just can't seem to sit down and NOT have something on in the background, otherwise I get really restless. When I am drawing, I just stare at the page, or I have to redraw things... repeatedly. I see everyone around me growing, and not myself.

And dude... You would SO own Pasquale. [link]

We could always do a crossover interaction thing... one of your characters meets Pasquale, and then you suggest someone you'd like to meet one of yours.

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Against one perfect moment, the centuries beat in vain. -- Terry Pratchett
:iconexileddelusion:
Awww, well, I think it's all relative :3 sure I do a piece I really like time to time.. but in a lot of ways I feel like my stuff is pretty stunted and I'm not really sure where to go next xD;; haha it doesn't help that the few people who are professionals I talk to tell me either "ehh it's just not good enough, and I don't know why." or "You really just need to start over from the beginning, you've learned too many bad habits." so xD;; I don't really know what to do with myself at times.

Awwgggh, I can understand that! Sometimes it's easier to draw someone else's chars, since your own chars can be such brats >_<;;

And sure!! I'd love to do that :3 Any requests? hehe and do you have an online chatty-thing? I dunno if I've ever asked you
:iconnibblekat:
I have Yahoo IM!

I have ten more mins here right now if you want to hop on it.

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Against one perfect moment, the centuries beat in vain. -- Terry Pratchett

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